Here I go with songs again. I don't know what it is about songs that God chooses to speak to me. I think that my heart just opens wide the flood gates immediately upon hearing music. Well, for the past like two weeks, the following song kept playing every day as I was working out. I hear it on the radio almost every day and even multiple times a day on occasion. And later in the day, what seemed to keep sticking in my thoughts was this line: I am not skilled to understand what God has willed what God has planned.
My Savior, My God by Aaron Shust
I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed what God Has planned
I only know at his right hand
Stands one who is my Savior
My Savior loves
My Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God he was
My God he is
My God he's always gonna be
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You can check out the full song here. Totally worth your time whether you've never heard it before or you've heard it a million times before. I am not one for coincidences. I fully believe that God is in the details. the little things. A running joke I have with God is that I always pray for a burning bush. I am not really one for subtlety, but unfortunately, God doesn't always choose to give me the flashing neon sign that I prefer. Here we are just 18 days into 2013, and I have some BIG decisions to make this year. BIG and absolutely frightening. I might be am one of those people who stresses unnecessarily over everything {which I'm working on}.
I know you're probably wishing right now that I would just get to the point, huh? I'm getting there. God doesn't change. He doesn't leave me. He doesn't stop loving me. How thankful I am for that. No matter what I say or do ... It doesn't change the character of God. I am human, and no matter how hard I try to understand God's plans, it's not gonna happen. My brain is not equipped to handle all the glorious and wonderful plans He has for my life.
Short and sweet but packed with huge meaning for me and my life. Praise God for my burning bush of a repeated song.
I am not skilled to understand what God has willed what God has planned.
Learning to be the Light,
Jenna